You make me so happy. I’m in awe still that we are practically together…. You’re perfect.
Fuckin come on dude. It’s always the girls that I know it won’t work with. The girls that are outta my league, or still care about someone else, or girls that I know just would have no interest in me. Those are always the girls that I even somewhat start to like. Why. I never expect anything anymore, because I fucking know that girls like you are just fictional little fairytales that guys like me think about.
So to be completely honest I’ve had a crush on you since 9th grade. Not even like halfway through it, but literally the first time I ever saw you I was just like damn… She’s gorgeous. I even said it to my friend in that class haha. But I remember I tried talking to you that year, and Idek I think I just pussied out or something. But then after that we were friends and didn’t really talk much the next two years, besides for when we had a class together again, and we’d always mess with you in there haha. But then this past summer and thi year we’ve been hanging out a lot. Throughout the groups of friends we’ve both been in we’ve stayed so I have been hanging out with you a lot. When you were dating someone in our group of friends I was definitely pretty jealous haha. Not even gonna lie. Not in a like you’re mine kinda way, but in a I wish you could be mine kinda way. I know you don’t see me anywhere near anything past being friends, and I’m fine with that. That’s why I’ve never said anything to you about how I kinda like you, or anything like that. And I’m fine with staying friends forever, because you’re a great friend, and I love having you around. And I know we’ll be going to prom as just friends, I wouldn’t expect anything more, but it sure would be nice to have someone as beautiful as you wanna go with me cause you liked me. I’m not trying to like say I don’t wanna go with you at all, but you’re the type of girl that I could see myself spending time with, and hangin out a lot with. But again, I’m totally fine just going as friends, that’s all I’m asking you as. And it will be the best prom ever when I get to go with someone as beautiful as you.
